Busy days,weeks,months

Hai.i'm tired here.with all things that i didn't like.for example is karate.yes maybe when i'm 4 years old i wanna do karate or taekwondo so bad.but not for now.actually i just hate how the organization take my time almost all of my time.you know i have at least 1 meeting everyday.dude,i wanna take some rest.i just can't agree with all their complicated minds.seriously i want to do things that i like.such as dancing,sketching,or maybe i wanna learn how to cook *what a shame.so is their hobby is just trying to make 'that' thing better or their hobby is make thing more difficult?how can i stay if their always act like there's no things more important than 'that' thing?i just wanna live my life.happier than before.but when i cant do what i like i'm just crying and doing what i don't like :'( And nobody cares in that time :')